Everytime I get over you, or tell myself that I am…I have a dream about you. It was so realistic, it pissed me off. Now I can’t stop thinking about it. And I miss you. This shit sucks…

I got my hair cut yesterday. And I now understand why people with long hair get emotional when they cut it. I can still literally ball my eyes out right now. I like the cut and everything. But I’ve been so used to my long hair. I definitely don’t think I was ready for short hair again. I’m sure I’ll get used to it. I’m just ready for it to grow out already. :/ I don’t know… …girl problems. Ha.
“Never underestimate a girl’s love for her favorite band. Never think even for a minute, that she won’t defend them to her death. Because it’s not just the music that makes that band her favorite. It’s the guys, the gals. It’s the fans. People whom of which she has interacted with thanks to the band. That band might of saved her life, or just made her smile everyday.That band has never broke her heart and has yet to leave her.No wonder she finds such joy in her music.” This band right here. Is everything that was said above, to me. I haven’t listened to them in a while. These past few days, I’ve listened to Vulnerable quite a bit. And this album, reminds me why I fell in love with them. A lot of people around me think being so obsessed with a band is pathetic. But as the quote says above…the fans?…it’s true. It’s an awesome feeling going to their shows, and everyone has that common interest. Everyone loves them. You develop a weird sense of family when you’re there. This band has saved my life. No intentions to end my life… this band saved me from becoming stuck up, selfish, a follower, etc. They are part of the reason why i am the way i am, whether you think of me as a bad person or good. I turned them up on days where I was happier than ever, and then days that I was so upset I could lay in bed for days. Even lately, I’ve been feeling quite down about myself. But listening to them, makes me feel better. They are my reminder that there are other people out in this mad world that go through the same shit I’m going through. They remind me, I am not alone. This band means a lot to me. And I will carry their music in my heart until the day I die.

“They said they were gonna fuck for a buck, do something strange for a little piece of change, and I know we’re gonna make them Holler for a dollar”

— Day-Day: Friday After Next
I love morning texts. <3
apicturesaysa1000words: there’s no point having regrets

“There’s two kinds of people in this world when you boil it all down. You got your talkers and you got your doers. Most people are just talkers, all they do is talk. But when it is all said and done, it’s the doers that change this world. And when they do that, they change us, and that’s why we never forget them. So which one are you? Do you just talk about it, or do you stand up and do something about it? Because believe me, all the rest of it is just coffee house and bullshit.”

— Rocco. Boondock Saints: All Saints Day.
thesinsyoucantstand: vexedcontrol: The Used will release their new album titled ”Vulnerable in February”. As well as that, the band will be going on tour starting in January. Information on the tour is yet to be released. OMG THATS SOO FAR AWAY YESSS. So far away, but time will fly by now! :D

Is it wrong of me to want to know how you’re doing? 
Just wanting to see that you’re okay.
Meh, oh well.


Life’s good. I’m happy with the way things are going. Even if they’re not going anywhere really. Ecstatic to have a job. Just don’t like some of the people there. But all there is to do is put up with the bullshit. Otherwise I’d be out of a job. Now that I have a job, the next thing on my list is to get an apartment. On my next day off, that’s what I plan to do. Apply for apartments. I’m ready to be on my own. I’m ready to live my own life.  

I love coffee.

Why? Not only does it taste absolutely delicious. But I’m never hungry when I drink it. Nomm.

I haven’t been on here in a minute…

Update if you’d care:

Life is fucking amazing. 

Have my moments, but I’m beginning to just put it all behind me. I’m stuck in my hometown for a year or so, but I’m going to make the best of it. Hoping to get a place of my own asap. Just got a job, seems pretty legit with all the benefits and goodies I’ll be getting from ‘em. 
:D
Now on to tumblin’ away. Haven’t done this shit in months. 

That’s not amazing or anything…

“So you’re the bitch that told the bitch that I’m a bitch well listen bitch it takes a bitch to know a bitch, bitch.”